.. ile? Then why did you write that you are going to stay there for 7 months? Because it looks cool, doesn’t? Ok, whatever you say, when are you leaving? I’m not sure, I haven’t decided it yet.
Linda, just sit down on the sofa for a minute, I will bring you the diary, ok? I was waiting for him for more than a minute, and started to be curious and suddenly, I could hear a song. It was Happy birth day to you from The New Kids On The Block. And John was bringing a cake with 20 candles on it with the music and 20 roses. Linda, you were so sad because you thought that I don’t remember your birthday, right? I was going to do a surprise party for you tomorrow, but because you came today I had tears in my eyes.
I couldn’t say anything to him. He handed over the roses to me. I was so happy and he sang the Happy birthday song to me. How did you remember my birthday? How could I forget your birth day? We’ve been together for 15 years. Because I wanted to do a surprise party for you, I changed my diary with yours on purpose.
Now, come on, wish something before the candle light goes out. Ok! I wish that we both live happy and healthy for our whole life together. Now, it’s your turn. Oh, ok. I have one wish, but I will tell you when I get back form the trip.
John didn’t want me to go back to my place and neither did I. John suddenly tried to kiss me but I resisted. I told him that when he comes back form the trip, then I would kiss him. John didn’t say a thing, and just nodded.
When it was 1 o’clock, I relied my back on his shoulder and he hold me in his arms. I started to feel sleepy and fell asleep. When I woke up in the morning, I found out that his eyes were all swollen up. I thought he was so tired. Anyway, I woke him up and told him that I will go back to my place.
Bye, and happy birthday to you again. Instead of saying good bye to him, I smiled at him once, and started to walk home. On my way home, I was thinking that what if he kissed me last night? I think I would me happier if he kissed me. Amy, I am home.
Linda, where were you? I can’t tell you. It’s a secret. Oh, and don’t worry about the money that I owe you, I will pay you back soon, ok? Oh, don’t worry about the money, actually, John gave it to me saying that he’s going to have a party with you. He told me to give this money to you when you ask me. I was surprised again and felt so happy. I didn’t know that he was thinking about me so much like this.
Anyway, I was going to write a diary because I couldn’t write it last night. And then I found out a note that saying he’s going to leave next week. I called him that night, but nobody answered the phone. I went to his place next day, but he was not home. I thought he already left.
I decided to wait for him and when he comes back from the trip, I promised myself to have a great party for him. I started to work at a coffee shop. And after a week, a guy that I saw at the karaoke bar came in. You are Linda, right? Your sister told me that you are here. Oh, hi.
Nice to meet you. Did John leave already? Yeah, I think so. Did you wish him luck? What do you mean? Didn’t he tell you that he’s going to have an operation? He went to the United States to have the operation. What? My body started to shake.
And I though he is lying to me. I think he didn’t tell you that because he was worried about you. His operation is scheduled in the end of this month. Wish him luck and pray for him.
He left the coffee shop after he said that to me. I dropped the glasses that I was holding. I couldn’t believe what he said until I got this letter from John after 2 weeks. Hi, Linda I am at a hospital in Pen sylvenia. They told me that I have a cancer. I’m sorry that I left without saying anything to you.
I didn’t have a courage to tell you about it. Remember that night when you asked me to say a wish? My wish was ‘If I could love you forever’ But I couldn’t tell you because I was afraid that I would cry in front of you. I was crying whole night while you were sleeping. Seeing you sleeping very happy and peacefully Now, I want to tell you what I wanted to tell you at that night. I love you Linda, after I get to know you, I never stopped loved you for even 1 second.
I am having operation tomorrow. Actually, I am very scared. But you know what Linda? I am not scared because I know that God will Save me and now I know how deep your love toward me is. Don’t worry, Linda. I don’t want you to be sad because of me.
I will come back to you just to get a kiss that you promised me that night. I promise. Please wait for me my dear. I love you with all of my heart. I cried and cried the whole night with his letter.
A few days later, I started to work at the coffee shop again. He promised to me that he will come back to me, and I believed him. And after a week later, I got another letter from him. As soon as I opened the envelop, I could smell the lip balm that he always used. On the letter, there wasn’t any word but a mark of a purple lip.
Oh. I put my lip on to the lip mark and sobbed. That was my first kiss English Essays.
